第1222章 肉体凡胎(1 / 1)

冼天佐神情微变,程双企图把胳膊从他手中抽走,冼天佐突然握得很紧,叫了声:“程双…“程双依旧是那副稀疏平常的表情看着冼天佐,冼天佐又不是傻子,话都说到这份上,当然知道她在生气,可他不知怎么开口,唯有拉着她,不让她走。程双说:“我也是今天才知道,原来我们在不在一起,对你而言无所谓,那还谈个什么劲儿,合着这么长时间,一直是我自己逗自己玩儿呢。”冼天佐眉心微不可见的一蹙,“不是。”程双道:“不是什么?是什么?我觉得自己挺可笑的,不对,是小颜也挺可笑的,她要是知道你对跟我谈恋爱这事儿根本就是可有可无,何必费这个力气试探我对你到底是真心还是假意?”“不是…”“你不提醒我还没发现,我这种人吧,真不适合刀尖上舔血,我连拿刀都打怵。”说着,程双突然打开随身挎着的小包,从里面一拎就拎出一把三寸小刀,准确来讲,她拎的是刀上挂着的黑绳,绳子一端坠着小刀,另一端缀着桃花扇,程双看见就气不打一处来,她真是吃饱了闲的才会偷偷跑去饰品店里弄了这么个东西,在她想来,她就要把冼天佐拴住,都说刀有血光之灾,她用桃花压一压总好吧,以柔克刚,震一震他的血光。东西递到冼天佐面前,程双说:“还给你,绳子剪掉就行。”冼天佐心头三寸处被戳痛,冷着脸道:“我不要。”程双爽快的说:“行,你不要我帮你扔了。”她要走,冼天佐拉着她,程双瞄了一眼,“这是干嘛,想给你找个台阶下,还是给我找个台阶下?”冼天佐说:“不是,我不想分手。”程双心底一阵委屈上涌,本想又刚又飒,可眼泪却不争气的冒出来,声音也是强装镇定,“那你什么意思啊?什么叫让我考虑清楚了,你不就是想让我主动知难而退跟你提分手吗?我现在提了,你又不乐意,那你想怎么着?”冼天佐不着急的时候都说不出来话,更何况是着急,他也不知道自己想怎么着,怕程双再经历今晚这样的事,可是,又不想放她走。程双对着木头一样的人,气得心肝脾肺肾通通都要炸掉,一时失控,“你到底想怎么样,你心里想什么能不能痛痛快快的告诉我?我受够了自作多情自说自话,受够了你什么都不说一直都是我在猜猜猜,是不是猜到最后你会突然告诉我,其实从头到尾都是我在自己哄自己玩儿?”眼泪从眼眶中掉下来,程双毫无感觉,只觉得心里有股火,撒不出来快要炸了,冼天佐看着几乎要失控的人,眼底露出心疼之色,想要抱住她,程双本能伸手去挡,她忘了手里还抓着那把小刀,刀刃扫过冼天佐的胳膊,刹那间,一条红道子,两秒后,血珠汩汩而出,眨眼间就顺着胳膊流下来。程双懵了,脸色煞白,甚至不知道是自己划的,冼天佐低声道:“对不起,是我说错话……我不想分手。”程双看着流到冼天佐手腕处的血,眼前一花,动了动唇,终究是一个字都没说出来,她想抬手去捂,又怕手脏感染,转头想拿什么东西堵住,桌上又没有纸巾,她慌着去翻药箱,手指都在发抖,冼天佐从后面拉住她,“没事。”程双腿没力气,最后几乎跪坐在茶几旁,眼前一片模糊,什么都看不见,手却在徒劳的翻找着,冼天佐将她抱到怀里,程双浑身发抖,明明崩溃绝望,可却一声都没发出来。冼天佐低声说:“对不起,我不会说话,又惹你不高兴,我没想过跟你分手,只是害怕再遇上今天这种事,我不想你受伤,也不想你害怕。”程双想要退出来,冼天佐固执的抱着她不放,她只能压抑着声音道:“我不走…快把血止住。”冼天佐问:“你还生气吗?”程双摇头,冼天佐松开手,她看到他半个右臂都被血染红了,不敢耽误,把药箱拖到身边来翻找,她慌不择路,那么大一包药棉就在眼前也看不到,冼天佐自己拿出来,动作利落的擦拭,包扎,嘴里说:“没事,皮外伤。”程双从旁看着,一点忙都帮不上,看着白色地毯上染红的血点,她突然捂住脸,哽咽道:“对不起对不起,我不知道我怎么了,对不起……”冼天佐抱住她,程双闭着眼睛,可眼前还是他穿着米奇T恤的模样,他怎么会不喜欢她呢,因为她随口说的一句话,他能穿成这样来见她,还跟她的朋友们坐在一起听她唱歌,怎么会不喜欢她呢。冼天佐说:“对不起。”程双喉咙像是被硫酸烫过,酸到极致,压抑的道:“不是你的错,是我不好,我太害怕了,我做不到姜西那样,我腿都是软的,关键时刻我永远都是拖后腿的那个,我希望你哄我,跟我说别害怕,你会保护我,我没想过跟你分手,无论小颜还是今天…我都不敢给你打电话,我怕你会受伤,怕你来了也会出事儿……我真的,我什么都做不好,你把刀给我,我应该用它保护你,但我还伤你,我……我不知道怎么了,我为什么会这么讨厌……“从小到大,程双从来没像这一刻,如此清晰的厌恶自己,为什么做得这么差。冼天佐抱紧她,“不是你的错,我不该跟你说那样的话,你别走,我会保护你。”程双崩溃大哭,“我什么用都没有,不能保护你,不能给你做饭,你受伤,我都只能眼睁睁的看着……”这会儿已经不是委屈,是自我存在感的完全崩塌,程双质疑自己待在冼天佐身边的价值,难道只是给他找不痛快的吗?冼天佐歪头,亲了亲程双的脸颊,轻声道:“我来保护你,我给你做饭,我能自己给自己包扎……如果你想学,我教你。”程双哇的一声,哭天抢地,冼天佐莫名的心安了几分,不怕她哭,就怕她不哭。

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