第792章 不是他(1 / 1)

丁雪醒后第一眼看见的就是丁叮,她坐在床边,双眼肿成核桃,笑容却依旧干净明朗,“妈。”丁雪动了动手指,丁叮主动握上她的手,出声道:“医生说顺利的话,可能今天下午手术,让你养足精神,你饿不饿?想吃什么?”丁雪微微摇头,丁叮自顾道:“我给你做面线糊吧?你不是最爱吃我做的面线糊?”丁雪摇头,丁叮说:“肉粽?我之前在深城那边做给朋友吃,他们都说好吃。”丁雪开口,声音虚弱,“我不饿,看你哭的,脸都肿了,妈没事。”丁叮咬牙顶住翻上来的酸涩,两秒后,笑着回道:“我知道,医生说没问题,只要做完手术就能正常生活,跟以前一样。”丁雪抬起手,丁叮低下头,把脸凑近,丁雪朝着她笑,笑着笑着眼泪就掉下来,丁叮把所有力气都用在牵起唇角上,可是眼泪,控制不住,母女二人对着流泪,丁雪很低的声音说:“对不起。”丁叮摇头,丁雪说:“从小到大,让你受了太多委屈。”“没有…”丁叮喉咙酸到发不出太多的声音。丁雪道:“是我太自私,让你跟我一起受苦。”丁叮压抑的道:“妈,我会懂事,你说的道理我真的明白了,以后我会努力学习,我一定能考上好大学,我会赚很多钱给你好的生活……“所以,别抛下她,别让她一个人。丁雪点下了头,安慰道:“别害怕,之前一直没敢告诉你,就是怕你担心,你陈叔叔愿意跟我换肾,原本我们说好的,等手术做完再告诉你,他总跟我念叨,说你有知情权,怕你以后会怪他没提前跟你打招呼,没事的,我的身体我知道。”丁叮道:“我以后把陈叔叔当我爸,我给你们养老。”丁雪微笑着摸了摸她的头,什么都没说,可是含泪的眼睛里充满了疼爱,还有欲言又止的其他东西。陈海峰在主任办公室,丁叮陪丁雪聊天,丁雪精神头不是很好,没醒多久就又睡了,手机震动,丁叮出了病房,站在走廊里接通。手机中传来裴峥的声音,“起来了吗?”“嗯,起了。”“吃早饭了吗?”“吃过了。”“怎么了,感觉你好像心情不大好的样子。”丁叮轻声说:“没事,这边温度低,可能有点感冒了。”裴峥说:“照顾好自己,我看了天气,最近几天乌斯特很冷,最低零下十三度,你带衣服回去了吗?”“嗯。”裴峥感觉出她兴致不高,温声道:“那你休息吧,我晚点打给你。”丁叮问:“你要来乌斯特吗?”裴峥微顿,随即应声,丁叮说:“来这边有事要办?”裴峥道:“我去隆城有点事,顺道去乌斯特找你玩。”丁叮道:“我很想在乌斯特招待你,但是这几天可能不大方便。”裴峥问:“家里有事?”“嗯。”裴峥也没说别的,“好,那你快去忙,有空再联系。”丁叮说:“不好意思。”裴峥道:“哪的话,没什么不好意思的,快去吧。”丁叮道:“麻烦你别把我的事告诉其他人,我不想大家担心。”裴峥说:“放心吧,我不会跟别人说。”两人聊了一会儿,电话挂断,丁叮折回病房,丁雪在睡觉,她就一眨不眨的看着,生怕一不小心,连眼前这种痛苦的煎熬都会变成奢望。陈海峰再回来时,跟着几名医生一起,丁叮马上紧张的站起来,陈海峰把她叫出去,拿着手上的一沓A4纸道:“丁叮,等下抽空把上面的字签了,我怕一会儿我又去别的地方,再给忘了。”丁叮接过去一看,是手术风险通知书,上面陈海峰已经签了字,她瞥见最后单独的一页,风险那里,赫然写着死亡二字,舌下泛酸,她抬眼道:“陈叔叔,你儿子知道吗?”陈海峰大咧咧的说:“告诉他没用,要不是医生说你必须签字,我都不让你回来。”丁叮说:“那怎么行?”“怎么不行?肾是我的,我心甘情愿给你妈妈,谁同不同意跟我没关系,我不是说我儿子不同意啊,其实一个肾两个肾都一样,我拿一个给你妈妈,我们两个都当正常人不好吗?”看着面前眼泪颗颗下坠的丁叮,陈海峰抬手帮她擦了一下,“别哭,等下你妈妈看见该心疼了,你爱你妈妈,我也是,如果今天是我生病躺在那里,她也一样会救我,不说这些,你抽空把字签了,等手术做完,我跟你妈妈把身体养好,咱们再坐在一起好好聊。”下午两点,四名护士还有丁叮,推着两张病床,浩浩荡荡的穿过走廊上电梯,肾内科好多家属都出来观望,或感慨半路夫妻的恩情,或祷告手术一定要顺利,毕竟不是每个人都能幸运遇到合适的肾源,更不是每个人都能幸运遇到陪自己同生共死的缘分。丁叮没哭,一路握着丁雪的手,在进手术室之前,握住了陈海峰的手,万语千言,只有一句:“我等你们平安出来。”陈海峰笑着说:“我跟你妈妈都会加油,别担心。”丁叮点头,明明想再多说几句,可是不敢开口,手术室大门打开,她眼睁睁看着两辆病床先后推进去,门还没等合上,她视线已经一片模糊,待到大门完全关上,她直接站在原地哽咽出声,身旁不远处还有其他人,可是她真的忍不住了。有好心人上来递纸巾,轻声安慰,丁叮深呼吸,道谢。她不能崩溃,还没到时候崩溃,等丁雪和陈海峰出来,她还要照顾他们,她不能再像个小孩子一样不懂事,哭解决不了任何问题。还不到三点,裴峥打来电话,丁叮接通,“喂。”裴峥说:“我在乌斯特,知道你现在不方便出来,我去找你可以吗?”丁叮试过了,可她实在找不到恰当的理由,只能说:“我在军区总医院。”裴峥没有丝毫意外,只是道:“我马上过去。”挂断电话,丁叮内心毫无波澜,其实也不是一点波澜都没有,有些酸,也有点暖,裴峥不是他,但他真的关心她。

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