第1675章 不要自以为是的去感动别人(1 / 1)

晚上回寝室,周琪还没回来,刘雨婷放下包倒在床上,继续跟杜洋发消息,丁叮洗漱过后坐在桌边看书,晚上十点多,寝室房门打开,周琪拎着水果进来,三人打了声招呼,周琪对丁叮道:“你听说学校假期公费出国交流的消息了吗?”丁叮侧过头:“听说好像是外语系有。”周琪道:“现在外语系那边又有消息,说是医学系也有名额。”丁叮淡定:“是嘛。”周琪挑眉:“你怎么一点儿反应都没有?如果真有这样的好事,那咱们系肯定是派你去啊。”丁叮:“也不一定。”周琪:“怎么不一定?不派全年第一,难道派第二第三吗?”刘雨婷抽空插话:“要是倒着数,我能去。”“啧。”周琪瞥了她一眼:“打你的电话。”刘雨婷:“知道啦,学霸之间的交流。”她一蹬腿,从床上下来,拎着手机往洗手间走。对于假期公费出国学习这事儿,周琪显然比丁叮还上心,撺掇丁叮问问秃头刘,如果是真的,秃头刘肯定知道。丁叮一听一过,毕竟没有板上钉钉,而且在她看来,就算定了,也未必就是她这颗钉,冒然去问还显得唐突,但周琪和刘雨婷挺她的这份心思,丁叮还是全盘接收,人生难得知己一二,凡事都会为对方着想,像是这个名额不给到她,她俩并排站起来不服。半夜十一点多,丁叮躺在床上看书,手机进来一条微信,点开最上面是荣昊的头像,他说:【她拒绝了。】言简意赅的四个字,丁叮晃了一下神儿,紧接着就是后知后觉的憋闷,她想迅速回些什么,抬起手才发现措不好辞,憋了能有半分钟,她回道:【还好吗?】荣昊过了半晌回复:【其实早有预料,不过是等个确切的结果,让自己心安理得的放弃。】丁叮很怕荣昊伤心,安慰道:【别想太多,尽力了,不后悔就行。】荣昊:【要说一点都不后悔是假的,但也只是生气自己在自欺欺人,我早就知道她不喜欢我,还骗自己只要拼尽全力就能感天动地,愚公都能移山,我怎么就追不上她了?】后面跟了个尴尬却不失礼貌的微笑表情包。丁叮:【别这样想,谁能想到我高考前一年还是个彻头彻尾的学渣,连我自己都不相信我能考这么高,如果我不试试,我这一辈子都是学渣。】荣昊:【可能爱情跟学习不一样吧,学习是付出努力就一定会有回报,爱情不是。】丁叮正在打安慰的话,荣昊那边又过来一条消息:【她拒绝我的理由,是她跟别人在一起了,我不知道是我自己太小气,还是她做得过分,我只觉得不喜欢说不行就好了,何必要在拒绝我的同时,又宣布她跟别人谈恋爱的消息,怕我会缠着她不放吗?】隔着屏幕,丁叮都能感觉出荣昊的难过,删掉之前打下的字,她干脆利落的回:【这样的人不喜欢也罢。】丁叮就算再善良,也无法替孙韩熙掩饰一二,她不信孙韩熙是在拒绝荣昊的同时,答应了别人的追求,她一定是早就想好了,故意装作为难的样子,熬了一天才告诉荣昊结果,为了装为难,如此伤一个人的心,这是真的不喜欢吧,不喜欢才不再乎对方有多难过。荣昊先给丁叮回了个轻松的表情包,而后道:【我没事,怕你惦记这事,先跟你说一声,说真的,比起难过,我现在突然觉得一身轻松。】丁叮不会哄人,发了个拍肩膀的表情包过去。荣昊:【喜欢一个人太累了,尤其我这种剃头挑子一头热的,满眼只能看到一个人,提心吊胆步履维艰,搭个图书馆才混进深大,自以为是的觉得做成这样应该可以了吧,结果要不要,就是人家一句话的事,临了还得发个好人卡,谢谢你这么多年喜欢我。】荣昊在说自己,丁叮觉得这些话也完美的匹配到自己,虽然她是自己考进的深大,但她进深大是为荣一京,头悬梁锥刺股,每每挺不下去的时候,心里想的也是荣一京,表面上看她比荣昊好些,毕竟荣一京答应了,可荣一京并不喜欢她,他只是习惯了照顾,习惯了责任,习惯了替她收拾烂摊子,也包括接纳她这一腔无处安放的单相思。她这几年想得最多的就是如何变成荣一京喜欢的样子,所以她拼命努力读书,努力站到耀眼的地方,努力小心翼翼,努力做到最好,可却渐渐发现,喜欢是本能,她考得到第一名,做不到荣一京第一眼就会喜欢的人。鼻子不知不觉间酸了,丁叮撑着发烫的眼眶,对荣昊说:【不想做只会喜欢别人的傀儡,那就做回自己吧,可能我们都是一身毛病,但一定会有人不介意这样的我们。】荣昊:【丁叮姐,还好有你在,跟你发完牢騒,我心里舒服多了,很晚了,你赶紧休息,有空再聊。】丁叮:【祝贺恢复真身。】荣昊发了个猩猩转圈放鞭炮的表情包。聊天结束,已经夜里十二点多,丁叮却彻底失眠了,打从过年无意间听见荣一京跟人打电话时说过的话,她忐忑到连续很多天,每天晚上做恶梦,梦里是荣一京当着她的面重复这些话,她无言以对,无所遁形,恨不能原地消失。都这样了,她该主动跟荣一京提分开,可她又不敢,怕荣一京问她原因,她说不出口,亦或者,怕荣一京跟她解释,她就是个没出息的人,无论多生气多难过,只要荣一京哄她,她马上觉得都是误会一场,可过后又不可抑制的觉得两人的关系正在越拉越远。丁叮试着解决,可她连到底是谁的问题都分不清楚,最后唯有悲哀的得出一个结论,可能,她跟荣一京真的不合适吧,如此吃力,只能说明她在强求。

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